Cross Country Recumbent
Friday August 22, 2003. Toronto Lake KS to Chanute KS
Well this is it for me. Today was just indescribably hard.
Not physically, but emotionally. I just wasn't having any more
fun and was unable to cope with the idea of going further. I
don't know what triggered, but I'm guessing it was the lonliness.
When I got to Chanute I decided to get a hotel room and try and recover
my sense of balance; but I just couldn't do it. After several
hours of being on the fence I decided that the best decision for me was
to come home.
That's where I am now. I'm very happy to get back to my life, and
I think I made the correct decision. I'd like to put down more,
but I need some more time before I'll be able to do that. For now
thanks to all who read the journal and gave me encouragement, your kind
words are greatly appreciated.