knowing my place

I want to become used to the idea of self as something super-cooled, elementary separate.

To view consciousness as a super-conductive torus of always interconnected through primordial symmetry--an infinite shuffle of lives participating in being.

Being infinite variety, existing free of time in that simultaneous state-of-grace: duality.

I want to know everything is real, to be aware of where I ride the wave, to watch probabilities whitecaps break view, to consciously affect realities making;

but most of all, I want to believe in self as I believe in you.